As I was running late to class, Amber sent me a text message. "What have you read today? It's for a class."
I left her a long, rambling voicemail that went something like this,
"I read a chapter in Lipstick in Afghanistan, a handout for class, fifty pages in a textbook, blogs, a letter of recommendation that waived my right to see but the professor gave me anyway, emails, facebook updates, um... the caf menu... um... I haven't read my Bible yet but will before the day's over."
It was 3:00 in the afternoon. I'd gone to three classes, eaten breakfast and lunch, submitted my last graduate school application, played badminton, harassed Evan about his bland office, and five minutes earlier I had single-handedly kept my suitemate conscious. (Unfortunately, "Saving lives and getting to class on time" could become a blog series... she's much better now but it was a scary afternoon). It had been a busy day. But I hadn't spent any time in the Word.
As I write this, it's 11:30pm. Guess what I still haven't done today?
Yeah, that nearly-completed blog-post is going to have to wait until tomorrow. I've got an important appointment to fulfill a promise. Actually, two promises. One to Amber and one to the Lord.
There are days when getting into the Word is the last thing on the to-do list and prayer seems like a waste of time. I have a lot of those days, I'll be honest.
But I'm slowly learning to push through. I try to read the Bible even though I'd rather be reading be reading a fiction novel. I try to pray even though I'd rather be in conversation with my (not dying) suitemates.
To an extent, that's normal. There is a fine line between establishing a healthy habit, persisting even when you're "not feeling it" and going through the motions. Find that line. Persevere. Even if it feels a little insincere.
"What we call insincerity, God calls obedience." - Jonathan Martin "Sometimes God's doing the most profound changing in your life when you don't feel His presence but you keep showing up."
Keep showing up. Even when it's hard.
Ok, for real now. "Today" has become "yesterday" and the book of Exodus still calls.
Friends, what have you read today?
<>< Katie
I left her a long, rambling voicemail that went something like this,
"I read a chapter in Lipstick in Afghanistan, a handout for class, fifty pages in a textbook, blogs, a letter of recommendation that waived my right to see but the professor gave me anyway, emails, facebook updates, um... the caf menu... um... I haven't read my Bible yet but will before the day's over."
It was 3:00 in the afternoon. I'd gone to three classes, eaten breakfast and lunch, submitted my last graduate school application, played badminton, harassed Evan about his bland office, and five minutes earlier I had single-handedly kept my suitemate conscious. (Unfortunately, "Saving lives and getting to class on time" could become a blog series... she's much better now but it was a scary afternoon). It had been a busy day. But I hadn't spent any time in the Word.
As I write this, it's 11:30pm. Guess what I still haven't done today?
Yeah, that nearly-completed blog-post is going to have to wait until tomorrow. I've got an important appointment to fulfill a promise. Actually, two promises. One to Amber and one to the Lord.
There are days when getting into the Word is the last thing on the to-do list and prayer seems like a waste of time. I have a lot of those days, I'll be honest.
But I'm slowly learning to push through. I try to read the Bible even though I'd rather be reading be reading a fiction novel. I try to pray even though I'd rather be in conversation with my (not dying) suitemates.
To an extent, that's normal. There is a fine line between establishing a healthy habit, persisting even when you're "not feeling it" and going through the motions. Find that line. Persevere. Even if it feels a little insincere.
"What we call insincerity, God calls obedience." - Jonathan Martin "Sometimes God's doing the most profound changing in your life when you don't feel His presence but you keep showing up."
Keep showing up. Even when it's hard.
Ok, for real now. "Today" has become "yesterday" and the book of Exodus still calls.
Friends, what have you read today?
<>< Katie
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